me at like 3 years old

a lot of my thoughts start here.

with her.

at this age.

somewhere in Mexico, somewhere in safety.

I know our trauma doesn’t define us, but what happens when so much of the mind is soiled by circumstances never meant for your body?

or I guess, how much does the body hold?

how much does it persevere.

how long does it remember?

and when do you begin to forget?

im not necessarily looking for answers.

I just wonder.