inside.

ive been making room.

in me.

outside.

ive been expanding.

ive been finding the patience.

in everything.

in opposites and equals.

Ive been here standing

bare feet on burning ground.

on fire, I said

Lets Heal

always almost forgetting the chaos 

How well do you sink when you stop swimming

somehow the ocean is nicer when youre drowning

Fully embraced nearest to the end

Fully submerged

ADAPTATION

reborn again.

The sun welcomes you back, feet in the sand.

Ive been embracing that one feelin that seems to taunt

TOO MUCH

every extension.

stretched thinly on the most beautiful things

SEE THROUGH ME, I AM TRANSPARENT TO YOU

vulnerable in. everything that i am.

I say im proud of myself for being calm

I talk to myself just the same as I lose me

ive been sitting in turmoil.

ive been sitting inside things i barely know.

All that consumes me.

Ive been laying here, in everything all at once

something so familiar 

learning how to breathe with a mussle on

and how to yell once i release myself from restraints that dont exist unless i let them.

Ive been finding myself all while i let her go.

Condensed chaos.

Miscalculated risks.

Ive been feeling alive.

In all the complexity of what it takes to be just that.

I have been accepting myself.

Ive been here, letting life teach me.

Ive been making room.

Ive just been.